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Hi!! Im from Thailand and have been studying in the UK for many years so im fluent in both thai and english :) im learning japanese and french in my free time but veryveryyyy beginners. Im currently doing distant learning for master (ya fuck covid :/) I never really date. People say I have high standard but not really, I just never really feel connected with anyone to that level.

I was on dating apps for a while, didnt manage to meet up with anyone in person because they mostly just wanted hookup which I'm not down for. I kinda get attached super quickly and hurt myself :( it sucks... so i dont want to just date random people or hookup because i catch feelings so deeply and if its not the right person, i would be hurt too much.

If u're my first boyfriend, im sure that i will love u soooooo much and put in effort to make it works :) however, im not the kind of person to want my first boyfriend to be my last and definitely must get married etc, as much as i wanted to make it work i understand that if we tried to compromise and cant get on, we need to breakup/ just be friend, i would be ok if it is our last choice. But im not the person who would just give people hope, dating just to kill time and to feel less lonely etc. So i dont wanna scare people away. Im trying to be realistic here.

About myself: I'm 5'5, normal body, into art, fashions, travel, currently trying to get healthier by working out more (so if u're into workout and living active lifestyle, that'd be perfect for us to motivate each other). I've never been in a relationship (kinda inexperience in term of sexual stuff, but i'm open minded and willing to learn and try), i have had many hookup offers but i turned them down :/ Im kind of a serious person, overthinking easily too. I'm not ugly, but social media made me struggle to love myself sometimes (so i hope u understand and be nice to me). My culture is quire conservative, premarital sex isnt ideal :/ but im personally not that bother if it feels right and i trust the person, although my body insecurity makes it harder for me to open up, even i got lots of compliments about my body. Im still trying to see myself as how others see me and love myself more.

I also have this health condition called hyperhydrosis which kinda make me scared to open up cos people can find it disgusting. U can google that or dm me to ask if u dont know what it is. Not many people know this condition. Its not harmful btw.

Im looking for someone taller than me, u don't need to be super handsome but attractive to look at, i know this is quite shallow of me, but i hope u get it that i've been single for so long and everyone is looking forward to see who is the first guy im dating, so i have this pressure on me haha. i dont mind where u're from bcos after covid, we can travel to see each other. It would also be great if u're well off financially and have stability in life, im not self-made but i do appreciate good life because of how i was raised. But im not someone who throw money around. Brandnames and supercars are not the most important thing to me, although i do have them. I do appreciate high fashion, luxury life and designers stuff and i hope u are not against this. I'm still studying but hope to do a start up to earn my own money for myself in the future :) No u dont need to be sugar daddy for me haha im not looking for that. Personality always win!

Most important thing to me is for us to enjoy talking to each other, being there and support each other, be open minded, respectful and understanding. If u r far, time difference make make it harder to communicate but lets try our best :) also, i hope we are attracted to each other physically as well but maybe lets communicate and see if we click first. Im open to being friends as well. Sometimes i get scared off if someone pursue so romantically. Maybe i prefer to take things slow but as i never date, im still trying to figure all this out so please give me time.

Submitted December 26, 2020 at 12:45PM by cinnamonbubbletea https://ift.tt/3nRBGjx